Here's another post in this blog. Full of rants and raves! XD

Pencils
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I've been drawing so much lately, its extensive. I really have a lot of inspiration! WHO is it? Naah. Its not a person. I got active in deviantART. There are a lot of art ideas in that site. Lotsa pretty artwork and they're all inspiring! I want to be one of the elite artists there (although it seems impossible, yeah) so I got some concepts from them. Which flourishes into other ideas I might add. To quote someone whom I forgot "Good artists copy. Great artists steal." HOHO. My being active in deviantART however, took a toll on my Teentalking. I no longer post there, in my thread and I don't update my stories anymore. I'm so lazy to visit there because Teentalk quite frankly has a repetitive cycle which I think is boring. No worries I have friends there so I wont leave Teentalk.

Oh! I remembered something. When we went to SM last Saturday, I have probably never been so disappointed with my works. We went into National Bookstore and I roamed the fiction section, checking out what mangas they sold. Upon going there, I saw a girl, she was younger than me I could tell. I saw her sketchpad and by golly WOW! Her drawings are better! WAAAH! She's younger than meh!!! I feel so old... -_-

Moreover to my drawings. Here's another preview of them. Click on them to view in deviantART.

Cards
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Speaking of cards, its sembreak and we all know what that means... Class card distribution. *gasp* I was so down when I got my grades, not because they were very low or anything, I had a CO (meaning incomplete subject) that I still needed to take care of. My other grades were fine though. Please pray for me that I may get my final grade in English 3. PFT! Its just English! Its not a major!

I CAN DO BETTER! ARGHHH! >______<

Fake Blood
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A friend of mine introduced me to the anime Vampire Knight and I got so addicted to it! I even watched the full 1st season of it! Its been a while since I watched anime so yeah. I got so hooked! I love Kaname, Zero and Aidou! This anime has an interesting plot. Some fans actually call it the Twilight of anime. (i don't like Twilight that much though)

Yuki Cross's earliest memory is of a snowy night in winter, when she was attacked by one vampire and was saved by another, Kaname Kuran.Yuki is adopted as the daughter of the headmaster of Cross Academy and has grown up and become a prefect for the school with one main purpose: to protect the Human Day class student and the Vampire Night class students from each other. Her fellow guardian, Zero Kiryu, a childhood companion whose parents were killed by a pureblood vampire, is now determined to kill them all and refuses to trust them. Through a cruel twist of fate, Zero becomes a vampire himself, having been bitten by a pure-blood vampire four years before, Shizuka Hiou. Kaname leads the group of Night class, with the help of Takuma Ichijo.

*from Wikipedia.

I will draw a VK doujinshi soon! I like the art of VK too. Yoshi! Gambatte!

*credits to iconator for the icons.

END. G

YAY FOR INSPIRATION!
(now, who could that be?)


I recently got back to drawing. Yes! It's been a a long time since I've drawn anything good. Its becauseI lost my old sketchpad. Darn that. I miss that sketchpad so much. Ako naman, parang ewan na naiwala yung sketchpad, eh pagkalaki-laki nun. I bought another one to draw on and I got fueled up to draw again. Or is it some person who makes me wanna draw? HAHA. I went back to coloring again after so many years. I only draw monochrome. I had several trial with watercolor and I'm such a noob with it. So here they are! ^___^

Here are some of my works. They are also displayed on my deviantART account. Click on them to view and maybe even comment. :]

What's with the sudden change of layout?

Well, my last layout was cute but the fonts were too small. So yeah I changed it. I like this one in particular coz its simple like me. HAHA. I gotta work on this, I'm too lazy to put some stuff in the biography part. Plus its already 12:30 am.

HITS
- Its simple.
- I like the navigation on top.
- Colors are neat.
- I love it!

MISSES
- Still no comments part.
- POLKA DOTS. need I say more?

Rating: 4 over 5 again. G

AYOKO SA MAYAYAMAN.
Gusto mo malaman kung bakit? Ituloy ang pagbabasa.

Ngayong araw ng Sabado, inimbitahan kami ng tita ko sumama sa kanya na mag-shopping sa SM Las Piñas saka Alabang Town Center. Pumayag naman kami ng tatay ko na sumama, wala naman kaming plano para sa araw na to eh. Sinuot ko yung mga damit na binigay sa akin nung tita ko. Kung iisipin, halos lahat ata ng gamit ko galing sa kanya eh, mga "second-hand". Mga damit, sapatos, bag, alahas at yung Hello Kitty na stuff toy. Lahat nang yun galing sa kanya. Nagpapasalamat naman ako at meron akong mayaman na tita. (magkakaroon ba ako ng original na designer clothing kung wala siya? nako thank you Lord.) Pero dahil doon, hindi na ako marunong mag-shopping o mamili ng para sa akin, naka-asa na lang ako na kumuha sa kanya ng mga second-hand, kahit hindi ko gusto yung design ng damit, basta ibinigay edi happy. Pero hindi ito ang pag-uusapan ko sa post na ito.

Matagal na ako hindi nakakapunta ng mall maliban dun sa SM Sta. Rosa na 10 minutes lang ang biyahe mula sa amin. Ang mga taong andun, mga ka-uri ko. Mga maralita lamang. Nandun sa mall para tumambay at siyempre, magpalamig. Wala pa ata sa 60% ang namimili dun ng mga gamit, yung iba lilibot lang tapos kakain sa Jollibee (o kahit anong mura na fast food), tapos tapos na. Nasanay na ako sa ganung eksena. Ngunit ngayon na nakapunta na uli ako sa Alabang iba ang atmospera. Noon nung may kaya pa kami, lagi kami napunta sa mall na malalayo katulad ng ATC, pero hindi na kami nakakapunta dun para magsaya ngayon. Minsan na lang kapag na-imbitahan ng tita. Mag-iisang taon na ata nung nakapunta ako dito.

Nanood kami ng sine sa ATC pero bago noon kumain muna kami sa isang restorant (na mamahalin). Ang sarap ng pizza! Ngayon lang uli ako nakakain ng pizza na masmalaki pa sa ulo ko! HAHA. Habang kumakain pinagmamasdan ko ang paligid ko. Aking nakita ang isang lalaki na may dalang camera (at hindi lang camera, DLSR pa.) Pipicturan niya kaming kumakain ng hindi namin alam, "stolen" kumbaga. Alam ko kasi napatingin ako sa camera niya na matagal ko nang inaasam. Photographer ata ito sabi ko sa sarili ko. Isang nilalang na kumukuha ng magandang litratong "candid" para sa gallery niya sa deviantART. NYAHAHA. Narinig ko sa likuran namin ang ibang kumakain. Isang pamilya na may tatay, nanay at isang anak na batang lalaki. "Mommy is that with the parmesan cheese? Oh I want that!" HUWAW. Spokening dollars ang maliit na bata. Fluent na fluent, parang talo pa ako nito sa declamation contest. Sa kabilang mesa naman may magbabarkada na mga babae. Ayos ng porma nila. Nakaka-inggit. Ang cute ng suot tapos yung latest na labas ng Havaianas. Mukha akong katulong kapag pinagtabi kami. AYUS. Sa malapit sa counter, may dalawang lovers na kulang na lang mag-motel sila. Sabi nung lalaki "No babe, I'll pay for it. You have a lot of shopping to do pa." WEEE. Ang saya ng may mayaman na jowa. HAHA.

Na-iinis ako dito: "Maam, purchase over P5000, and you will avail our dicount card, giving you up to 5% discount" (lang?!)

Biglang may umugong sa utak ko. Biglaan. Naramdaman ko ang galit. Galit sa mga taong nakikita ko. Nagpapakasaya, gumagastos ng sobra, nananamit ng damit na pangkain na ng isang mag-anak para sa isang buwan, kumakain pero maraming tira, hindi marunong magsalita ng sariling wika, bumibili ng gamit na hindi naman kailangan, nakakabili ng gamit na hindi pinaghirapan at marami pang iba. Tumatak sa isip ko: UNFAIR. Ang mga mayayaman, hindi na kailangan maghirap para makuha nila ang gusto nila. Pag may gusto, bibilhin. Aasa sa katulong sa gawaing bahay. Huhugot na lang ng pera sa magulang para bumili ng pagkamahal-mahal na tsinelas...? Papasok sa isa sa mga top universities kahit hindi nagseseryoso at hindi nag-aaral. Papasok sa kompanya ng magulang para maging sucessor at paulit-ulit lang to na cycle. Pwede maka-lusot sa kaso sa korte dahil binayaran. Ang gusto ko sabihin: hindi sila "deserving." HINDI ITO TAMA. Marami akong ka-kilala na mga tao na naghihirap para sa mga pamilya nila. Kahit anong trabaho, kukunin para lang may makain. Mga over-seas worker na kailangang lumayo muna sa pamilya para kumita ng malaki. Yung mga anak, tumigil sa pag-aaral para mag-trabaho. Nakatira sa isang bahay na hindi naman kanila, inuupahan lang. Kung kumain ay konti lang at itinatabi para sa hapunan o kinabukasan pa. Mga matatalino na hindi makapasok sa magandang unibersidad dahil walang pera para sa nagmamahal na matrikula. Mga scholar na halos mamatay na sa kaka-aral para mataas ang grade at ipagpatuloy pa nila ang pagiging scholar. Mga batang masaya na kapag binigyan mo ng tig-P30 na tsinelas. Mga kaibigan na masaya na sa P20 na keychain na binigay mo nung nakaraang Pasko. (na gamit pa rin nila ngayon)

SILA, mga dakilang "survivor", ay ang mga taong karapatdapat bigyan ng mga "rewards." Nakakalungkot isipin na ganito talaga ang buhay. Minsan nakukuha ng iba ang dapat para sa mas nangangailangan. Ayoko sa mga mayayaman. In spokening dollars: They make everybody else's effort look useless. G

Random Update # 2




I recently signed up on MyPersonality.info and took their personality test. I got this from a Teentalk friend, Jeanne(jeannicecream). Here are my personality results! It seems like I'm a very a shy person, I am 66% introverted, well, I'm not really the social kinda person. I'm really shy. People have to talk to me first before I have the guts to talk to them too. 89% intuitive, I rely on my instincts rather than senses. 63% feeling, meaning I am emotional. Thus I am emo. LOL! 73% perceiving, I think and analyze before I judge anything.

End result: I am an INFP - The "Dreamer""INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal. " G

Procrastination kills. Really.

I am a big fan og Bob Ong. I really love his books. He is a straight forward guy with lots of humor. I recently finished reading "Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas" last week and I really liked it, I related to it in many ways. I laughed out loud too. Just this week our textbook in Philosophy of Man featured one chapter from Bob Ong's book "ABNKKBSNPLAko," I read one part that really applies to my situation now.

"Nalaman kong mahirap i-overnight ang project na dapat e isang buwan ginawa."
[I learned that a project that was supposed to be done within a month, cannot be done overnight.]

HEHE. RIGHT ON TARGET. XD


I totally regret postponing things that are important. We were asked to do a scrapbook in Philo. It was due today. Sadly. I did not finish it. I kept on procrastinating. I didn't know that it had a lot of activities (uhm. all the activities in the book were supposed to be answered and placed in the scrapbook.) and frankly, the questions asked in the activities are hard to answer. My brain is bleeding. WAAH! Not only that... FACT: For the past 3 days I slept at 2am just to do all of these requirements. I guess its gonna be four now. I'm so dizzy and I'm actually trembling. My hands are shaking in fatigue. I haven't even studied for my Rizal subject, and I have an exam! Procrastination kills. Period.

Mood: Dizzy @-@
Listening to: Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
Watching: How to be Emo by nigahiga (chek em out.lols.)
Reading: Philosphy book. (for the past 3 days)
Eating: Duo Sandwich G

Sup? I'm Gellie.
18 years living. 08/29/91
Proud Filipino.
Artist. Student Nurse. Blogger.
GOD ABOVE ALL.

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This blog is no longer active. However, I chose not to delete it.
I am keeping this blog as a part of my memory. Of how I was when I was still at the age where I posted here.
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