I miss my ohmygod-its-my-crush stage. It was the time were I get all hyped up, and giddy over some guy who didn’t know I existed. Yes, I do miss those days where I would torture myself into thinking that someday he’ll notice me. Its strange how fast my reflexes were at that time, I would find him in the crowd and once spotted I’d gaze upon the distance. Whenever he went near me, I would sprint into an opposite direction, too shy and too embarrassed to face him. I think having a crush kinda made me athletic. LMFAO.

Now that I have a boyfriend, I don’t get that feeling anymore. Its not that having a boyfriend is a bad thing, I just miss that feeling. I felt naive but strangely happy. The “high” kind of happy. XD