Bitter Bug
I can't help being so sad these past few days. I may not really show it but I am.
I dunno. I'm bothered by something. I just dunno what it is. Maybe because life so far has been so plain? Nothing really new and thrilling is coming up. I can't help but think that life is beginning to turn dull. Since I transferred schools, I've been acting kinda weird. And by weird meaning I'm not as hysterical as I usually am. I mean, transferring was okay with me but somehow it took a toll on my attitude. I'm no longer the crazy girl with a bunch of friends hanging around her. I'm the irregular student who sits at the back row of the class, sheepishly looking at her new peeps. I'm becoming soooo plain! And I can't stand it! Its fine by me that I transferred but I can't stand being so boring.
I have friends, don't get me wrong but I rarely hang out with them. So I don't have a group of friends yet, but I am hoping. Its hard to crack my shell, now that its awkward showing who I am. I'm still anxiously waiting for the time I'd be the happy crazy me again.
Who knows? I am so over-reacting. Its only been two weeks! G
Credits to Nanais for the icon. :)